I feel like this is becoming the death-in-my-family blog
I hope this is the last one for a while, though.
And it didn't happen just now.
I had a lot of trouble sleeping on Weds. night, sort of half aware that it was the anniversary of my cousin, Jon's, suicide. I don't think we even know (I don't) if it was Nov 30 or Dec 1, because he did it overnight and wasn't found until the next day.
It's the fourth anniversary.